Confession?? o.O

I don't know why my feeling on you is so deep~
Maybe one day i'll find out why~
And i know that you didn't feel what i felt right now~
Cause you didn't even aware of it~
Maybe i'm just a passby stranger or friend for you~
Or just abit more of it??

Everytime i see you,
i feel like wanna tell you what i felt,
but.......
There is something that stop me,
the 3 words that i scare the most from you~
No confident to tell,say or even hint it for you to see~

If you show me or convince me,
somehow,i might tell you~
But,the patient you have,
keep on strungle me~
Sighs~
And i just don't know why it make me feel so moody this few days..
Even skip all the classes that i have~

->jackson

tiring

Today just finish the drama shooting~
Damn tired~.~
But get to know few friends,
hahas, consider ok lorr~

The photo will upload next time,
2day no time for that~ >_<

But today feel quite sad about "something"~
Make me no mood at all~
Luckily still got some friends at there cheer me up~
If not,whole day "sienzz 99"~

Haiz.....
Really don't know how to tell you all exactly what is going on~
=.=''' And please don't ask me tomorrow~
I just don't want to get reminded from you all again~
Please ya~ Thanks~

->jackson

Hehe,recently always late post nia~
Cause recently too busy already~
Snooker,pool,swimming,gym,basketball,football.........
So when reach home already very tired,
only feel like don't want to post nia~
>_<""


This is the butter cake that i made last week,
The color before it baked~


This is the color of the cake after it baked~
Hahas,quite nice~
Long time didn't do already~
So much time to finish this cake~

TARC's library service~

As i post dis,i hv 2 mention on sth~
1st,it's truly happen on me
2nd,i damn hate on de way dey talk 2 me n bhave
3rd,not efficient enuff n yet still delay other ppl (my) time

This morning i went to the library to borrow the OHR textbook~
Then,only red spot have that book and can only lend me for 2 hours~
1st i borrow it so that i can photostat that textbook within 2hours and return it~
Then,after few times trying only can solve the bar code scanner thing~
Then when i'm on my way out of the library,
The scanner started to "sound" again~
That time i was like,SHIT IT~!!

Okay,FINE~
Go back and let them check...
yeah,right.. Is a procedure~
Let them finish off the bar code problem already,
i went out again~
DAMN IT~!!!
It sound again~!!

Went back and let them check again,
this time the staff at there didn't trust me and check on the textbook
that my friend lent it to me~
OKAY,FINE ALSO~!!!

3rd time~!!
I was like,what the!!!
Sound again~!
HELL NO~!!!
The staff even don't trust me and check on the previous textbook together
with the story book which is abviously MINE~!!

Stupid fellow,DAMN DISTURBING~!!
Even don't believe when i show the price tag which stick behind my book~
ARGHH!!! Read or understand lar~ STUPID & NOOB SIAL~~!!!!
i damn angry and return the book straight away~
A** hole~!!

This is the way the staff treat me~
NICE RIGHT???
AND VERY CLEVER ON THE WAY THEY BEHAVE TOO~
Really speechless sia

情

爱情里少了信任，
那这还算是爱情吗？
在爱情里久了，
就没有了爱情吗？

爱情是一件脆弱的东西，
需要每天的灌溉，
多一点的爱心及关心，
哪怕再多。。。
但有数几人能做得到呢？

没有了信任的爱情就再也不是爱情！
没有了感情的爱情就不再算是爱情！
没有了感觉的爱情就不能算是爱情！
没有了这一切一切。。。。。。。。。。。

无话可说

是生活压力大吗？？
还是被环境所逼呢？？
为何要这样？？
难道就没有能够商量的程度了吗？？
还是要说等到失去对方了才来后悔呢？？

都这么大了，思想却这么的幼稚！！
要闹到什么时候才肯停止呢？？
为何不曾为我们想过，
难不成，这样你们的心里会好过一点吗？？
会快乐？开心？又或者是大声欢笑？？

有曾想想我们的感受？？
又或者说我们要些什么吗？？
时不时就这样。。。。
会显得你们更加大人吗？？

为什么我的假期这么的发闷！！
就不能够让我开心地度过我的学期吗？？
我真的越来越厌倦及讨厌了！！

Da late post~

Sorry for didnt update my blog~!
Sorry again ya~
=__+""


This picture i took few weeks ago~
Was my grandmother Bday~
See her look,so happy~ ^^
Coz whole family attend 2 celebrate with her~


This is the peach cake from secret recipe...
I didnt ate much~
Coz i hate the taste~


After that,few day later,i went 2 see dentist~
Look at this tooth,i think u already know what happen~
=.-'' The dentist very pro~
Didnt help me 2 seal back~
Make me pain 1 day then the next day went to "visit" her again~
then........


Well,i think u all cant see well rite??
This is the picture my friend took few days ago~
Is me, Lingkesh (our best buddy), and Justin~

Sry Brother~

LoL~ Sry Justin 4 my late post~
Recently you also know that i'm not good mood~
So don't feel like wanna update my blog~
But now my mood and the problem solved already~
So i post back~
Is it ok??
My big Brother~??

^^v

Moody

Recently don't know why i become more and more moody~
No mood 2 do this and that~
I really don't know what happen 2 me~
Just feel so weird and that kind of feeling is just like i had experienced b4~
I don't know what decision should i make,and i scare of making that decision~

It's just not like me anymore,
More moody than when exam time~
Is it because of that incident that made me so scare of it?!
I really not sure~
Not so confident anymore~

Jackson = moody~

=__+

The bad things that had happen~

1st : My earpiece's speaker broke d~
2nd : Some arguement happened~
3rd : Boh job during sem break~
4th : No ppl acc me go ply ply~
5th : Last sem's exam damn bad~ *scare scare*

The Good things~

1st : Count angpau money~ ^^v This year get many~
2nd : Sem break started d~
3rd : Finally bought the air jordan sports shoe~
4th : Finally have time to read my favourite story books~

One bad Chinese New Year i had been through~

Haizzz... I thought that this year will be very happy~
But "something" happened until i have no mood 2 celebrate this CNY~
And actually we had planned 2 go back 2 our home on thursday..
But because of that,it keep on delay, delay and delay..
Arghh~!!
Damn fucking no mood on this CNY~!!

Delay until i cant even attend 2 donovan's house..
Sien nia, sorry Don~
Haizz... After all,i don't think there is any pictures i took 4 this CNY..
=___+""

Haiz.. 4 sohai go cut the hair which not suit...

Saw Ah don's new hair style??
Look like what??


This is the new hair style of justin and Ah teh~
Better than me..


This is my look before i cut my hair...


This one is after...
zzzzzz
=_="""
What do u think??
I'm very emo when i look at myself at the mirror d~
>.<"""

Haizzzzzzzzzz

Arghh~ Exam is ard de corner ad~
Bcome more n more emo,stress,nt enuff slp & many many more~
>_<"""
Aiksss... Still left not many days onli~
Avday oso sty till late of nite~ -_-""
I wish i wont fall sick~
Sighs~ Please don't torture me (exam) ad~

-__-"" >_<"" -_="" =_='''' =_+'''

Emo sia~!!!!!!

1ST Time Sit on Ah Teh's car

1st time sit in Ah teh's car~
You know,my expectation is really very high on him
since everybody said that he driving skill is better than me~
Ya,i really have to admit that he driving skill is better than me
cause he drive slowly mah~ >_<"""

After that,we went to pizza hut and had our breakfast + lunch~
During parking time.............
Erm.......
He is really very "pro"~
3 times reverse and drive only finish the parking~
You know?? 3times.........
After that he told me it's because of the parking slot problem..
Ok,fine.. Maybe also~

But then,2nd time parking in college~
This time abit bit better~
Had to reverse 2 times~
Haizzzzz....
Teh~ Improve please~ ^^
Wakaka~