我真得就只有如此吗？

有人曾告诉我，感情是非常脆弱的，
有人曾告诉我，善心去对待每件事就必有回报，
有人更曾告诉我，勇敢地去面对每件事，
我也曾对我低落的朋友这样的说！

说，谁不会呢？
但是真正去面对的时候，
你的感觉会是如何呢？
而我，现在则在面对着！
而我，现在才知道那是如此得难受！

真心地对待她人，
善心的帮助有需要的人，
得到的真的只有伤心的下场吗？
有谁能告诉我？
谁能明了我现在的心？

不但不能告诉家人，
更不能将那些心情给表露出来．
每当想起往事时，
就只能独自在房里一人度过．

sien!!!

everything doesnt go on like it plan to be,
everything seems to be mess up,
no1 i can talk to,
no1 can understand wat i reali wan,
cant talk to parents nor my friends,
keep it inside my brain!!

shld i do it?
shld i pursue my dream or so call de course dat i like?
wat shld i do?
btw,it's so hard for me to make de decision..
de decision tat none of my family agree wit!!

feel sux bout my life when no1 reali agree wit wat i wan to pursue wit!
feel lost when every1 keep telling me it's nt worth to take de sub!!
feel sad when no1 behind me and giv me support!!
sighs,wat shld i do actually?
giv up everything perhaps.... ><""

arghh!!
feel like wana disappear in tis world for a long term of period!
don feel like wana think anything anymore!!
nt even de course n where shld i study!!
all disagree wit me!!
sighs!!!

thanks all~

I'm so glad that i still have at least some of my friends who care about me..
It's so silly that to start of with ones relationship but at the end,
when it broke up, the one who care u the most and will listen to you is your friends..
and not the one who have been with you for so long..

i don't feel like i will start of with any other new relationship again..
not saying that i'm kinda afraid,
but it's just hurt and suffer when it doesn't go on as plan..
better for me to be friend with some one than to be part of my life (gf)

the feelings doesn't go well as it plan to be,
neither the planing for my further study!!
i know well that all life must have been through this,
but it's just too early for me to get through it already!!
so many problems i need to solve!!
so many things that struggle around my mind!!
all those problems that keep digging me off...

sometime even feel suck about my life..
all things kind of mess up..
sighs......
really don't know why it all happen in just a sudden!!
don't really know what i should express anymore..
just hope that every couples that i know live n be together happily!!!
~love you all~
*nitez den*

*3mpty soul*

~one month gone~

it has been one month since de day v break up..
how r u recently,happy n fine?
there hv been so many questions i want to ask u..
so many months since i last saw u...

i do noe tat u will be in love wit de guy tat work at de same place as u do...
i oso noe tat u will be much more happier than b4..
i noe it's a gud sign n tat is y i nvr sms u again...
wat i can say i hv ad done it...
i onli wish u get de meaning of my msg...

i wish u happy n gud luck all de way..
any things n probs tat trouble u,
i will try de best to solve it for u...
~i love u~
~i wait u~

My lov3 foR yoU will last 4ever

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see
I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die,
you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh,
some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips,
to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes,
I'm just a man

When he holds you close,
when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him '
cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day -Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would

Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old livesWe'll find a place
where the sun still shines

tis mv same like wat i feel wit de guy..

http://profiles.friendster.com/13778434
de most btm is where de mv located...
just hv a look ba

~qing字怎么写~

爱情其实是一个很抽象化的东西，
越是想得到它，
越是想了解它，
可到头来还是会失去它．

勉强与放开只是一线之差，
当你想通后，
你也就会想，
因爱着你我愿让你走，
因为只有如此你才能快乐．
虽然这样我会很伤，
但为了你，
是值得的！
就有我一个人承受吧．

我并不是在扮伟大，
而是我是真心地想要看到你幸福，
所以虽然你不知我做了这么多都是为了你，
乘至借了带学金也是为了你．
但并无所谓，
因为我并不想你知道我这样做，
我只想你有时会很开心地笑着说，
这次的学费少给了．
这样的笑，
我已足够了！

爱你并不需要太多的理由，
虽然你现在可能跟令一个在一起，
但如你有事时也可来找我，
我知你看不到也不想再去看我写些什么了，
但我只想说，
我在你身后默默地等你．
只要你幸福，
我就幸福了！

好了，我不多写了．
爱你，想你，等你．．．

~changing process~

after being told by my on9 friend's friend..
i realise tat i shldnt do tis...
i shld nt be like tis,although it did will be hurt sometime..
bt i shld nt keep drowning like tis..
cz if i do,hw r u gonna love me bak again...
hw r u going to "yi kao" a person like me...
so,i will try so hard n change..
i want u to noe tat i'm worth for u to fall in love on me once again...
i want u to feel even happy to b wit me thn b4...
n help u wit every single probs u face on...
darl,i love u still...