wordless

haha,i cant reali think tat i'll post so many in tis months..
jus finish drinking all de wine... nw feeling ok a bit ad..
although vry hot,bt still ok.. at last can slp till tomolo ad.. (i think)

how r u recently? so many days had gone.. fine ma?
so many things i wana ask u oso post inside here ad..
i reali hope tat u will read my post one day.. read it n noe wat i wana tell u..
it might b vry late,bt nvm... reali nvm de..

sit in front of de com so many days ad.. even my cousin all come,my feelings n those hurt still haven cure.. laugh in front of dem without de real smile..
sad n hurt inside my room at nite... =(
nt even a single word i can find 2 xpress my feelings...

sms me one day ba... pls.. i nvr beg any1 in my life.. nw i'm begging u..
jus reply me once o twice 2 let me noe all tat how r u ad?
answer me all de question i wana ask u 4 so long...

*a silly tot fill inside my brain once*
if i can turn bak de clock,i'll turn bak 2 de 1st day v met..
de day v started our relationship..
if reali can,i'll ad change myself.. change n avoid wat had happen 2day...
darl,my love 4 u is nt fake..
i noe tat u mayb might think tat 8 months is vry short..
hw come i can fall in love on u till tat kinda deep..
bt time is nt sth matter.. de onli matter thing is de feelings on u..
de feelings fall deep beneath till cant find a place 4 it 2 get out..

reply me pls... i knee down n beg u~ i jus wana noe u fine n all things r fine...
den i'll hv de mood 2 keep on ad... i'll hv de mood 2 search 4 de course n college i wan..
i'm nw doin nth since de day i get my result... onli my parents fetch me 2 go some college n search 4 de courses onli... if nt i think i wont go at all...
~sighs~

all my msn history is tis word... *sigh*
other thn tis i don noe wat 2 say ad...