*etern!ty*

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
I have tried with all of my being.
To grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy.

I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer's day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision.

God had placed in forging you.
Each facet of your being,whether it physical or spiritualis,
an ensnarement from which there is no release.

But I do not wish to release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.

(*o*)

Look around,don't you,feel something missing??
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away...
While i'm still holding on,
please turn around and look at me,
all those things you had promised,
all left far away from both of us now....

I can see you,but i can't feel you...
Can't get your attention to save the love..
Look back and see me now,
don't let me down,
please turn around...

I have had love you once in my life time,
the wonderful you spent with me...
I have had you in my shoulder once in my life time,
the wonderful day in my life...

Now that you had gone so far...
Now that i can't wish for anything else..
It's so great that you are part of my memory,
part of my happiness...
You left nothing but just the memory,
the wonderful memory in my lifetime...
Thanks~!!
I do love you till the end of my life~!!

＃想起你＃

每当想起你的时候，
我都总会看回我们的照片，
看了我们的照片，
我又想回了我们的往事．．

我们一起的时间，
一起的快乐，
这一切真的使我很高兴．．
我开心能认识你，
也很开心能与你在一起．．

想起此事，
我．．．．
对不起．．．
无法康复．．．

我什么都不懂，
只知道你能快乐，
不在烦恼，
什么事我都会做．．．

非常的抱歉因我不能康复，
还一直得这样．．．
我．．．
实在是无能为力．．．

对不起～

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

两个月已过，
以前的我和现在的我变了好多好多．．
以前的我常笑口常开，
以前的我常开开心心．．

而现在的我，
已忘了什么是开心，什么是快乐．．
我知道我只能默默地从容面对，
痛苦跟悲伤我已不知是什么感觉了．．
因为我已渐渐的麻木了．．

我很感激身边的友人给我的安慰，
他们给我的鼓励．．
希望我好起来，
不在这样下去！

其实我知道，
但好起来我可以答应你们，
可．．．
如要我把你给忘了，
对不起，
怪我办不到．．．

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

～该不该～

我何等何能．．．
你为何．．
我．．．．
我不曾后悔你我之间的感情．.

我爱的你竟给缘分给割离，
我们应再决强一点 ．．
就那么的一点点．．
但你却选着了判我死刑．．

留给我吧，
将一切的痛往我心里头割切，
我将不会再有新的念情，
因为我答应你，
这一生中也只有你！

虽以如此，
但我仍会在此默默地，
等着你，
关心你，
爱着你．．．

望你有天能明瞭，
我的改变为你而等待．．

story of mine

Humans aren't strong as you thought it would be..
sometimes,we do need some one there to support us..
everytime we fall down,everytime we failed,
it mean a sadness for us and took us time to get up..

It's not that guy must be strong as they born..
they do have their own weakness after all..
guy cannot cry as what they have told me..
should it be that way?

u shined in ur own way in my life once..
u did be my radiant once..
ur smiles and all our happiness still remain in my mind..
it's as clear as yst..
as clear as u r still by my side...

i keep hoping and hoping that our stories will nt js end up like tis..
put my hand on my chest..
thump... thump... thump... thump..
telling me that i'm nt dreaming..
telling me that it's de fact dat u left me bhind..

i did cry it out loudly de time u left me..
sry that i had promised u that i'll nt cry..
bt tears still droping everytime i recall back our past...
tears accompany me walk every single step since de day u left me..
by using every single drop of my tears,i move on..
searching for another hope that will slowly recover bak my wounded..

when i feel desperately wana tot to u,
wat i can is js write in inside tis blog and xpress out..
hope that one day u might see it by urself..
sry that i cant do anything btr to wat u hope me to...
and oso cant be de one u wish me to be...
demo,watashiwa sumimesai...

i'll keep u deep beneath my memory..
as though it's one of de best memory i had..
i do will care bout u whenever u are or watever u ask me to...
move on is de choose dat i hv to choose..
and hoping is de onli way i can do...

我真得就只有如此吗？

有人曾告诉我，感情是非常脆弱的，
有人曾告诉我，善心去对待每件事就必有回报，
有人更曾告诉我，勇敢地去面对每件事，
我也曾对我低落的朋友这样的说！

说，谁不会呢？
但是真正去面对的时候，
你的感觉会是如何呢？
而我，现在则在面对着！
而我，现在才知道那是如此得难受！

真心地对待她人，
善心的帮助有需要的人，
得到的真的只有伤心的下场吗？
有谁能告诉我？
谁能明了我现在的心？

不但不能告诉家人，
更不能将那些心情给表露出来．
每当想起往事时，
就只能独自在房里一人度过．

sien!!!

everything doesnt go on like it plan to be,
everything seems to be mess up,
no1 i can talk to,
no1 can understand wat i reali wan,
cant talk to parents nor my friends,
keep it inside my brain!!

shld i do it?
shld i pursue my dream or so call de course dat i like?
wat shld i do?
btw,it's so hard for me to make de decision..
de decision tat none of my family agree wit!!

feel sux bout my life when no1 reali agree wit wat i wan to pursue wit!
feel lost when every1 keep telling me it's nt worth to take de sub!!
feel sad when no1 behind me and giv me support!!
sighs,wat shld i do actually?
giv up everything perhaps.... ><""

arghh!!
feel like wana disappear in tis world for a long term of period!
don feel like wana think anything anymore!!
nt even de course n where shld i study!!
all disagree wit me!!
sighs!!!

thanks all~

I'm so glad that i still have at least some of my friends who care about me..
It's so silly that to start of with ones relationship but at the end,
when it broke up, the one who care u the most and will listen to you is your friends..
and not the one who have been with you for so long..

i don't feel like i will start of with any other new relationship again..
not saying that i'm kinda afraid,
but it's just hurt and suffer when it doesn't go on as plan..
better for me to be friend with some one than to be part of my life (gf)

the feelings doesn't go well as it plan to be,
neither the planing for my further study!!
i know well that all life must have been through this,
but it's just too early for me to get through it already!!
so many problems i need to solve!!
so many things that struggle around my mind!!
all those problems that keep digging me off...

sometime even feel suck about my life..
all things kind of mess up..
sighs......
really don't know why it all happen in just a sudden!!
don't really know what i should express anymore..
just hope that every couples that i know live n be together happily!!!
~love you all~
*nitez den*

*3mpty soul*

~one month gone~

it has been one month since de day v break up..
how r u recently,happy n fine?
there hv been so many questions i want to ask u..
so many months since i last saw u...

i do noe tat u will be in love wit de guy tat work at de same place as u do...
i oso noe tat u will be much more happier than b4..
i noe it's a gud sign n tat is y i nvr sms u again...
wat i can say i hv ad done it...
i onli wish u get de meaning of my msg...

i wish u happy n gud luck all de way..
any things n probs tat trouble u,
i will try de best to solve it for u...
~i love u~
~i wait u~

My lov3 foR yoU will last 4ever

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see
I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die,
you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh,
some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips,
to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes,
I'm just a man

When he holds you close,
when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him '
cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day -Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would

Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old livesWe'll find a place
where the sun still shines

tis mv same like wat i feel wit de guy..

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de most btm is where de mv located...
just hv a look ba

~qing字怎么写~

爱情其实是一个很抽象化的东西，
越是想得到它，
越是想了解它，
可到头来还是会失去它．

勉强与放开只是一线之差，
当你想通后，
你也就会想，
因爱着你我愿让你走，
因为只有如此你才能快乐．
虽然这样我会很伤，
但为了你，
是值得的！
就有我一个人承受吧．

我并不是在扮伟大，
而是我是真心地想要看到你幸福，
所以虽然你不知我做了这么多都是为了你，
乘至借了带学金也是为了你．
但并无所谓，
因为我并不想你知道我这样做，
我只想你有时会很开心地笑着说，
这次的学费少给了．
这样的笑，
我已足够了！

爱你并不需要太多的理由，
虽然你现在可能跟令一个在一起，
但如你有事时也可来找我，
我知你看不到也不想再去看我写些什么了，
但我只想说，
我在你身后默默地等你．
只要你幸福，
我就幸福了！

好了，我不多写了．
爱你，想你，等你．．．

~changing process~

after being told by my on9 friend's friend..
i realise tat i shldnt do tis...
i shld nt be like tis,although it did will be hurt sometime..
bt i shld nt keep drowning like tis..
cz if i do,hw r u gonna love me bak again...
hw r u going to "yi kao" a person like me...
so,i will try so hard n change..
i want u to noe tat i'm worth for u to fall in love on me once again...
i want u to feel even happy to b wit me thn b4...
n help u wit every single probs u face on...
darl,i love u still...